should i make a sarcastic comment or not
- milk tea from Tpumps (:
- sushi aka food makes Bao happy LOL…
- chilling with friends (E&M
electricity and magnetism l0ljks..)
- :D I laughed so hard at E’s joke.
- Why was the elephant banned from the pool? Because it keeps dropping its trunk.
- LOLOL!!!!!!! sorry… I am easily amused.
- how did I end up with an A+ in lab…….? (I wish my A- and A+ balanced out though, but then again, I can’t get everything. Especially since I put so little effort in that class.))
- my grades are making me happier than I thought they would.
- wow. I really need to be a better student. Why do I say this at the end of every semester and proceed to be even lazier? (LOL..)
- finding out that the curve for the class saved my sorry ass. LOL. :( I am really going to be a better student this semester *aka summer. Okay? okay!
- Oh, and I had a really sweet dream last night. ^-^
I was so happy about the curve that I started dancing/jumping around my room. And I knee’ed(?) the bed frame..LOL. I start wincing.. so badly, my family thought I went crazy..
- getting an e-mail from a close friend; we haven’t talked for ages.. T3T
- increased my speed by 6 minutes(?)
- mommy made food for me Q____Q
- started being healthy again
- CHANYEOL’S STUPID TEASER PHOTO (THEY ARE FINALLY BACK. ;u; my precious bb)
Nanshan Marriage Registration Center by Urbanus
the only stars in my night sky
I might have screwed up a lot of times. But I know, I must have done something right in my life, because you guys are in it.
After I finish up cleaning my room, i am going to go out for some air. Recollect myself and come back with a to-do list and see how much of my goals I have reached (or failed to meet, lOL).
But since I am terrible with the constant personal blog posts and the only time that I do post is when I am effing mad/upset, I think I am going back to posting “one thing that made me smile a day” thing. so at least I get a mini blog post for everyday? and it’s not >:( unhappy.
because smileeeeeee. you are beautiful when you do. okay? so far all my posts this year contradicts the purpose of my blog. eff you life. LOL.
Sometimes, I am scared to be too happy. Because for some odd reason, I think that if I am too happy- something bad is bound to happen.. as if to balance out all the good. I am so cautious. I feel as if my happiness is always the suffering of someone else. Because whenever I am happy, nothing goes right. lols. I think because of this I have become so skeptical. When something good happens, the first thing I think of, “is it okay for me to be happy? what is the price I have to pay afterwards? Will everyone else be okay with the choice I make? Are they going to be upset?”
lols… I made myself so depressing, but no. There are things that make me happy- like kpop, friends, ….. I don’t even know if I say family at the moment. but yeah, there are things that make me smile, but I don’t feel the 100% genuine happiness sprouting from my heart.
T: Do you want to meet me at dt at 2:45?
Me: Yeah sure. Where?
T: Um starbucks?
…….LOL. Do you know how many starbucks there are in downtown. l0ls.
"You have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you, too far and they abandon you."