“Friends”
I know I shouldn’t dwell on things like this, but honestly.. it bothers me. >///< Don’t get offended from reading this and think that I am writing about you.. I am not targeting anyone in particular…(Ithink,harhahar). :x I just want to rant and get this off my chest. ;A;
I hope people know that if I give up study time to hang out with you that means you mean a lot to me. (especially around midterm times,LOL…) As sad as it sounds, LOL. Spending a whole day with you means I have to stay up later than usual to catch up with school shit, take less breaks, etc. etc. I hope you know that you mean enough for me to take time out of my schedule just so I can know how you’re doing and spend quality time with you. :| Sometimes I feel like people don’t understand that… Sighs. Then I feel like I am the only one trying… and that’s the worst feeling in a relationship/friendship.
I get tired of initiating shit. And that’s how things end. Honestly, I try… .____. >///< That sounds sad, LOLOL. But it only applies to a few people… so no biggie. .__. (But seriously, would it fucking kill you to give some effort? to take initiative?)
While I’m at it… omg -__- I really hate people who say they’ll do something but they never do. Like seriously… I am sick of reminding you 2131238 times. Please don’t tell me you’ll do it if you don’t plan to. It’s reasonable for you to prioritize your things over mine, but… can you save me some time and just tell me upfront that you can’t/won’t do it. :/
This also makes me irritated thinking… how I always do poo for them (almost instantly when they ask). sighhhhhhhhhhs
Okay, now that’s off my chest. It’s all rainbows and butterflies now.
Edit.
Actually, I think sometimes people feel like I’m not trying… sorry if that’s how you feel. …But I can honestly say that I try enough times before giving up.. okay? okay.